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i'd rather die again than be boring
i think i get that. i mean, people judge me for my looks and my last name all the time. i just play into it as a fuck you to them, so they don't get to see the real me deep down
i think you can be both with the right people. powerful, gentle. they don't have to be two seperate things
i think i get that. i mean, people judge me for my looks and my last name all the time. i just play into it as a fuck you to them, so they don't get to see the real me deep down
i think you can be both with the right people. powerful, gentle. they don't have to be two seperate things
I'd rather you die than be boring.
( not remotely true, but it's the right Mean Girl™ thing to say )
Are you less of a rockstar deep down?
Well. You're very cute, Munson. I'll give you that.
( not remotely true, but it's the right Mean Girl™ thing to say )
Are you less of a rockstar deep down?
Well. You're very cute, Munson. I'll give you that.
you’d come to the funeral, yeah? i didn’t have one last time ( to be fair he doesn’t know if he did or not )
nah, that’s me
wanna hear a fucked up story about my brush with stardom
nah, that’s me
wanna hear a fucked up story about my brush with stardom
I'd be the first in line to pay my respects. What should I bury you with?
( "last time"? hm. )
Yes, I do.
( "last time"? hm. )
Yes, I do.
some weed and my guitar
so i was in a band, corroded coffin, can you picture it? me as a guitarist and front man. i wrote our songs. we were a small town band but we were good. good enough that a talent scout had us audition for a big LA producer and everything. there was just one thing... a little catch. take a guess
so i was in a band, corroded coffin, can you picture it? me as a guitarist and front man. i wrote our songs. we were a small town band but we were good. good enough that a talent scout had us audition for a big LA producer and everything. there was just one thing... a little catch. take a guess
You just need a porn magazine and a black light poster, and your coffin will be the average American frat boy's bedroom.
( presumably — ) You had to sleep with someone for it?
( presumably — ) You had to sleep with someone for it?
me? a frat boy? neverrrrrrr
gross
nah
needed money
but i was a trailer park kid no one would hire for legit work and then my old man rolled up with a crazy ass scheme to rob a drug lord
gross
nah
needed money
but i was a trailer park kid no one would hire for legit work and then my old man rolled up with a crazy ass scheme to rob a drug lord
do you ever feel like you’re going insane? losing time?
in general
i don’t know if it’s a here thing or a last place thing
i don’t know if it’s a here thing or a last place thing
Honestly, no. I don't. Part of being a telepath is keeping your head above water.
Where is this coming from?
Where is this coming from?
i mentioned a problem i was having to someone and they suggested talking to a telepath about it... and you're the only one i know but the only one i'd trust too
i think--- well, no. i'm pretty sure something came with me from the last place
i think--- well, no. i'm pretty sure something came with me from the last place
( trust?
parisa won't admit to being touched, but it's still there, sparkling and new. most people don't trust telepaths, for what they presume are good reasons, and parisa's never bothered with trying to convince someone otherwise. )
You think something is hiding in your mind, somewhere? ( unwelcome, she thinks of dalton. her exboyfriend. emphasis on ex. ) I've seen something like that before.
What was the problem?
parisa won't admit to being touched, but it's still there, sparkling and new. most people don't trust telepaths, for what they presume are good reasons, and parisa's never bothered with trying to convince someone otherwise. )
You think something is hiding in your mind, somewhere? ( unwelcome, she thinks of dalton. her exboyfriend. emphasis on ex. ) I've seen something like that before.
What was the problem?
it's whole thing — it's goal is the problem
it wants me to forget myself. those it happened to... they turned into wraiths before the reapers got to them, only wanted to eat flesh and kill
it wants me to forget myself. those it happened to... they turned into wraiths before the reapers got to them, only wanted to eat flesh and kill
You're being serious and not talking about DND, right?
unfortunately
but
wanna hear something really fucked up
i found something like the place i was at
in a dnd manual here ( he tells her anyway bc he had a crisis about it )
but
wanna hear something really fucked up
i found something like the place i was at
in a dnd manual here ( he tells her anyway bc he had a crisis about it )
Huh.
( the implications of That are. worrisome, at the least. it means some nerd managed to breach a parallel universe, come back to this one, and write a globally successful TTRPG about their trauma. or maybe it was a really good guess? crazier things have happened. parisa in particular has a unique relationship to the space time continuum, so she pretty much accepts it as fact and moves along. )
Hopefully you don't find this place in your next DND manual.
So. Am I running an exorcism on you, or am I teaching you how to corner and trap this thing in your mind?
( the implications of That are. worrisome, at the least. it means some nerd managed to breach a parallel universe, come back to this one, and write a globally successful TTRPG about their trauma. or maybe it was a really good guess? crazier things have happened. parisa in particular has a unique relationship to the space time continuum, so she pretty much accepts it as fact and moves along. )
Hopefully you don't find this place in your next DND manual.
So. Am I running an exorcism on you, or am I teaching you how to corner and trap this thing in your mind?
( after a little wait, and some sensory brain prodding, )
Louis, your mind is like a jungle gym. Ease up, some of us are nosy.
Louis, your mind is like a jungle gym. Ease up, some of us are nosy.
yeah, really hoping i don't
uh
can you like... check i'm not just going crazy and there's something there first?
uh
can you like... check i'm not just going crazy and there's something there first?
Ideally something salacious. But I'll settle for something not boring.
It wasn't personal, I mean. Unfortunately the mind wanders.
It wasn't personal, I mean. Unfortunately the mind wanders.
( ah )
Oh, Eddie. I can.
If it helps, I probably would've noticed before if you were crazy.
Oh, Eddie. I can.
If it helps, I probably would've noticed before if you were crazy.
I'll have to meet up with you. And you'll have to give me some time while I go looking. It could take awhile.
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